My CT Scan - A case study

This is a cut through my cerebral cortex and medulla.

In this scan we can see two little Hamer Focus’ in the occipital lobe. These two hit when I experienced an excessive fear of dying during one of my belching episodes in the middle of the night. Lately, I have been having these more frequently. It feels like air gets stuck in my esophagus and pushes against my heart and lungs which causes a sudden rapid heart rate of up to 150 beats/min at rest. This continues until air gets finally released. During this time my body is under severe stress. Up until recently this scared me to death, because I didn’t know what was happening, and I was scared that my husband wouldn’t find me until it was too late since it was the middle of the night. This fear crept up on me whenever my heart rate would change.

As far as I can tell, these symptoms are lingering chronically since I have experienced this fear quite often as of late. You can see the target like shape of them, but they look like they have slight edema.

The body part that relates to this is my left eye, or more specific the retina. The conflict is the sensation of “fear creeping up my neck”. Once the Hamer Focus appears, the eyesight begins to temporarily deteriorate. The biological meaning of this is the temporary, partial suppression of the retina to “make the fear invisible”.

During the healing phase, the Hamer Focus develops edema, and so does the retina, and separates from the sclera. This can lead to severely deteriorating eyesight which will go back to normal later in the healing phase. If the same conflict hits the same spot over and over again, called recurrence, I can become far-sighted, which I have slowly developed over the last few years.

Personal Solution

The first time the fear of dying hit me was when I was 16. For several years after the main event, I have been crippled by re-occurring panic attacks. When I changed my environment (I moved to another city to start a job), the panic attacks stopped. They started again 2 years later when I had another event that made me believe I would die. After several months, I was able to overcome these attacks by renewing the way I thought in the moments the panic attacks started. They started again when I already lived in America in 2020.

This is just to show that the same conflict can re-appear over and over again, if it is not entirely resolved. If a similar situation happens that reminds you of the first time you were literally scared to death, it will hit the same spot in your brain and start the whole process over again.

My last period of panic attacks ended in July of 2025 when I gave it all to the Lord, and did basically a self-deliverance one night. I came against the enemy and his lies, I cast out anxiety and fear, and spoke scripture over myself – the truth the Lord provided regarding fear. I didn’t have one ever since. If fear starts to creep up, and I know now how to recognize it, I’m overcoming it by renewing my mind, commanding the enemy to stop and praising the Lord. And it stops immediately.

I am bringing my faith in, because this is what ultimately stopped the entire fear response. When I stopped focusing on self and focused on the Lord, my situation changed. His truth set me free from being overcome by fear.

This is just to show that the same conflict can re-appear over and over again, if it is not entirely resolved. The last period of panic attacks ended in July of 2025 when I gave it all to the Lord, and did basically a self-deliverance one night. I came against the enemy and his lies, I cast out anxiety and fear, and spoke scripture over myself – the truth the Lord provided regarding fear. I didn’t have one ever since. If fear starts to creep up, I’m overcoming it by renewing my mind, commanding the enemy to stop and praising the Lord. And it stops immediately.